So tired

Yesterday after Koko ,went to c.ling hse to play and celebrate chinese new year...so fast after vivian back singapore already 1 week...sad man,i dun wan so fast the time pass...i dun wan be old...i still cannot forget u 57....2moro need to study again....10 months more,my secondery school life wan end d...then i become 18 year old,wat sould i do for my big 18 year old,can i say i love u to him ???this is impossible???y cant like that ,u is my cousin ,we r not same blood oso...ishhhh.....make my head pain...